I know I've been angry of late. For that I sincerely apologize.

I've been puking my guts out off an on for over a month now. I didn't know what was wrong with me. But I've had cancer before so that was my first thought. I was really scared.

I got to talk to a doctor today on the phone. Obviously, this was just talk and tests need to be done, but he said it sounds like ulcers. I'd always thought ulcers came with a big side of heartburn so I hadn't thought of that until someone here mentioned it to me. Anyway, my doctor agrees.

Normally, being told that you probably have ulcers isn't good news, but it's much better than cancer.

I've been keeping all this to myself but reading what I've written lately made me realize what a cranky bitch I've been, so I thought I should apologize. I've gone off on a few people recently and I didn't even realize how many it was until today. Sorry!

Get well, and yes, ulcers are by far "better" than cáncer

:willya :keithpunky

God bless you girl!  Take care!

I haven't noticed any angry posts Freya. It's still better than reading a Sir Moonie post. Get better.  :willya :keithpunky

Thank you all for the well wishes! I appreciate it.

And I knew from the first sirmoonie post that he wasn't to be taken seriously. But yeah, I was bitchy in a couple of posts so I need to send someone a pm.

Here's one to spank along to, FrG, if so inclined...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-T9pMqzHf4

Happy days.

WaiteringOnAFiend wrote on Jul 21^st, 2016 at 1:42pm:

Here's one to spank along to, FrG, if so inclined... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-T9pMqzHf4 Happy days.

Good one, Lol!

But Mick did the best in-song spanking I've ever heard. (Also, the only in-song spanking I've ever heard.)

It begins at 3:31.

https://youtu.be/nax_b0WC8hw

Hope you feeling better, but did i miss something. i never got the "bitchy feeling or vibe from any post from you.
stay cool!

Thank you, kilroy! :)

For those who missed it, yeah, I got bitchy over the Mick/Melania thing. I still think he was being an idiot, mostly showing off and now there's a real live (hopefully!) baby on the way, but it was a bad day and I wasn't exactly polite. Then it spread from here to a twitter direct message room; someone from here (I don't know who) was vehemently displeased about my opinions in this matter. Then they blocked me so I couldn't reply. So I brought it back here and get even bitchier. Well, when I reread those posts I was shocked at how bitchy I sounded.

Sorry. This is my last apology, btw. If I apologize any more I might be required to move to Canada and I can't afford to move.

Cool, i understand!
Rock on!

My doctor's appointment is in 17 minutes. Wish me luck!

:willya

OK, the doctor is pretty sure I don't have stomach cancer. In fact, he basically pooh-poohed the idea and said something like, "I understand that you must be kinda paranoid about getting it again." Well, yeah, Doc, shouldn't I be?

Anyway, after listening to my stomach, he thinks what I have is most likely an intestinal blockage rather than cancer or even an ulcer, though he says an ulcer is still a possibility. So I'm being started on medicine to flush out my system. In other words, I'm soon going to be spending more time in the bathroom in the near future.

So yeah, I'm taking this as good news. Hell, it's even better than what I was expecting!

But what a day otherwise so far. Forgot how slick the floors are in that office. I wore low heels and had to walk slowly and carefully. I even almost went down on my ass once. Had to wait almost an hour in the room before the doctor got around to me. It was a bright, sunny day so I left my car windows down. So then I had to dash out there to roll them back up when the rain started. It was coming down in sheets when I got out of there, so now I'm home, looking like I stepped into the shower with my clothes on. But still -- good news!

Can't they "open it" using some sort of "balloon" device?  I saw it on T.V.  This guy couldn't eat solids, because he would throw up.  So, they put this tube down his throat, all the way down to his stomach and then filled up some sort of "balloon" to open the area up.  It was amazing!  The guy was fine and able to eat after that.

gorda wrote on Aug 4^th, 2016 at 5:42pm:

Can't they "open it" using some sort of "balloon" device?  I saw it on T.V.  This guy couldn't eat solids, because he would throw up.  So, they put this tube down his throat, all the way down to his stomach and then filled up some sort of "balloon" to open the area up.  It was amazing!  The guy was fine and able to eat after that.

Well, he did say something about trying that if flushing me out doesn't work. He seemed fairly confident that it would though. Anyway, if this doesn't work, he'll put a camera down my throat down to my intestines to get a good look first. Sounds like fun, huh?

I started in on the vodka left over from last weekend so forgive any skipped words or incoherently ordered sentences. Despite the good news I've been feeling down today. But that aside...

There was another domme getting all bitchy with other dommes about doing financial domination ("findom"), calling them hookers and whores. (For those who don't know, findoms are dommes who take a willing man's money. This isn't the same as professional domination, where the dominant takes payment for sessions where the sub is dominated, though the two are obviously related.) Well, I chewed the bitch out for her comments.

I'm not a findom. I've never done that and I'm not really certain how that's supposed to work or what's expected of the findom. I HAVE done some work professional domme though that was over 10 years ago. I didn't like it and I'm not terribly interested in resuming my career as a pro-domme even though I could definitely use the money. I have kittens to support. (Not a joke!) I've never done sex work either. I can't imagine letting some man I don't want touch me like that. I've been told that I'm very likely mildly autistic -- I think I can trust you guys here enough to tell you that. Yes, I have trouble in social situations.

So why did I go off on that self-righteous cunt? Her BS about findommes and sex workers had nothing to do with me. Just because I'm like that, I guess. I hate bullies. I don't know how many times I've had my ass handed to me when I've stood up for others. I know all too well how it feels to be treated like shit but no one stands up for me like that.

So should I just STFU and move on since it has nothing to do with me anyway? I mean, what the hell do I do this for?

Well, that last shot of vodka was a good one! That finally did it.

Good luck Freya. Hope everything turns out ok.  :willya :willya

Well, it's been 7 days and I'm no better. I'm worse, if anything. I talked to the doctor on the phone again and he says that the thinks that there might be more than one partial blockage in my lower intestines. Great! The blockage or blockages haven't yet become total because I can still digest some food, I just have trouble doing so. Also, I rarely crap anymore and that's with prescription-strength laxatives. I hope I can hold out until I can see my doctor until Monday because there's no way in hell that I can afford to go to the ER. I can only pray that surgery won't be necessary because I can't afford that either. Wish me luck.

Holy crap that's a lot of info to take in. Feel better soon, Whip Woman!

Sorry to read about your illness news. Stay away from booze until you find what works.

Freya Gin wrote on Aug 13^th, 2016 at 12:35am:

Well, it's been 7 days and I'm no better. I'm worse, if anything. I talked to the doctor on the phone again and he says that the thinks that there might be more than one partial blockage in my lower intestines. Great! The blockage or blockages haven't yet become total because I can still digest some food, I just have trouble doing so. Also, I rarely crap anymore and that's with prescription-strength laxatives. I hope I can hold out until I can see my doctor until Monday because there's no way in hell that I can afford to go to the ER. I can only pray that surgery won't be necessary because I can't afford that either. Wish me luck.

Try " Bran Muffins " in the Morning .

Buy a Nutribullet blender and make yourself a "green" smoothie with vegetables.  That will clean you out! 

Thanks for all the well wishes, guys. I really do appreciate it!

My doctor says we're going to try to flush me out one more time. If that doesn't work, I'm getting a camera down my throat to check out my stomach and intestines to look for blockages. If some serious blockages are found then that means surgery soon after. Really looking forward to that! But I'm thinking maybe we should go ahead and do that. This has gone on long enough. But we'll see.

Freya Gin wrote on Aug 14^th, 2016 at 1:59pm:

Thanks for all the well wishes, guys. I really do appreciate it! My doctor says we're going to try to flush me out one more time. If that doesn't work, I'm getting a camera down my throat to check out my stomach and intestines to look for blockages. If some serious blockages are found then that means surgery soon after. Really looking forward to that! But I'm thinking maybe we should go ahead and do that. This has gone on long enough. But we'll see.

I had serious gas pains last evening for a good one hour . They went away IMMEDIATELY after me first Dirty Martini .

I highly , HIGHLY recommend a good Martini . 
( Preferably Ketel One Vodka with Dirty Martini Mix , Olives and lemon rimmed Martini Glass  )  . 


" Hit Me Ronnie !!!!  "

JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ.  " Snuggles "  Fly ! ® 

Joey wrote on Aug 15^th, 2016 at 8:10am:

Freya Gin wrote on Aug 14th, 2016 at 1:59pm: Thanks for all the well wishes, guys. I really do appreciate it! My doctor says we're going to try to flush me out one more time. If that doesn't work, I'm getting a camera down my throat to check out my stomach and intestines to look for blockages. If some serious blockages are found then that means surgery soon after. Really looking forward to that! But I'm thinking maybe we should go ahead and do that. This has gone on long enough. But we'll see. I had serious gas pains last evening for a good one hour . They went away IMMEDIATELY after me first Dirty Martini . I highly , HIGHLY recommend a good Martini .  ( Preferably Ketel One Vodka with Dirty Martini Mix , Olives and lemon rimmed Martini Glass  )  .

Take it from Joey. He's in pre-med!


https://media.giphy.com/media/IRoz0jP2Pr26I/giphy.gif

Edith Grove wrote on Aug 15^th, 2016 at 8:44am:

Joey wrote on Aug 15th, 2016 at 8:10am: Freya Gin wrote on Aug 14th, 2016 at 1:59pm: Thanks for all the well wishes, guys. I really do appreciate it! My doctor says we're going to try to flush me out one more time. If that doesn't work, I'm getting a camera down my throat to check out my stomach and intestines to look for blockages. If some serious blockages are found then that means surgery soon after. Really looking forward to that! But I'm thinking maybe we should go ahead and do that. This has gone on long enough. But we'll see. I had serious gas pains last evening for a good one hour . They went away IMMEDIATELY after me first Dirty Martini . I highly , HIGHLY recommend a good Martini .  ( Preferably Ketel One Vodka with Dirty Martini Mix , Olives and lemon rimmed Martini Glass  )  . Take it from Joey. He's in pre-med! https://media.giphy.com/media/IRoz0jP2Pr26I/giphy.gif

Edith    ----- You make Young Joey giggle .

Ah, if only I had some booze! But I'm not supposed to drink much anyway. It's bad for my blood sugar.

And thanks again, guys. :)

You can improve your digestive system by eating probiotic yogurt like Activia or Yakult.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cz-j5VWhrUQ


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY4fxLbnWBk

Thank you, Gorda. :)

Freya Gin wrote on Aug 15^th, 2016 at 2:56pm:

Ah, if only I had some booze! But I'm not supposed to drink much anyway. It's bad for my blood sugar. And thanks again, guys. :)

Our pleasure   ..... Please Enjoy :




https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1ko8nMmFY4

Enjoy Freya   ----- Hope this makes you feel better  .




https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQLv7CG10B4

Enjoy Freya   ----- Hope this makes you feel better  .




https://youtu.be/kyVj0S7oL7k

Joey wrote on Aug 15^th, 2016 at 9:23pm:

Our pleasure   ..... Please Enjoy : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1ko8nMmFY4

Awesome solo! MT was fantastic!


Joey wrote on Aug 16^th, 2016 at 9:39pm:

Enjoy Freya   ----- Hope this makes you feel better  . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQLv7CG10B4

Rodney was truly one of the greats! I remember Easy Money too, though it has been a very long time.


Some Guy wrote on Aug 18^th, 2016 at 6:19am:

Enjoy Freya   ----- Hope this makes you feel better  . https://youtu.be/kyVj0S7oL7k

That's actually an improvement, if you ask me. ;)