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Title: Lantern, no subject.
Post by Lantern_High on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 6:15am

I quit, maybe is a bad timing, but I'm too tired. It's not worth I'll keep on with the treatment and I want got home from the hospital. Septmber is too far, too pain to stand.
I cant count on anybody, you have to get by just by yourself, without expecting help or anyhting else from who you barely know.

I've tried, but is unbearable. Lucliky I've to thanks few people on this board. They know already who are without the need to named them.

I've see what does really means the friendship for you. it doesnt exist on the Stones' communities.
I give up and all has to come to an end.

I will let my accounts to a friend of mine together the pc. has becomes useless for me.

[IMG]http://i991.photobucket.com/albums/af31/brtn6rgns87/Everybody/happenings/02mickkeith.jpg[/IMG]

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Post by Starbuck on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:07am

hang in there kid.

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Post by Heart Of Stone on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:13am

I feel the same way Lantern, Hang in there. :)

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Post by AngieBlue on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:17am

Hang in there Lantern! :-*

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Post by mojoman on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:39am

COME ON LATERN!!! HANG IN THERE!!!

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Post by Irina on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 11:01am

Hang in there :-*

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Post by uncleson on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 4:15pm

Hang in there, Lantern. :)

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Post by LadyJane on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 7:49pm

Lantern you were trying to post this right???
Look at that photo.
Two SURVIVORS.
I KNOW how bad it gets; but you can't give up.
Stay strong.

LJ.

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Post by Tumbled on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:31pm

Stones boards are a hard way to make a friend there's definitely easier ways!

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Post by Ian Billen on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:38pm

Lantern_High, if I may ... what is your trouble friend? Maybe one of us can help in some way? Try us.

In the mean time we will be thinkin of you.

Ian

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Post by Kilroy on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:39pm

HANG IN THERE BUDDY.

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Post by Voodoo Chile In Wonderland on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 9:48pm

I feel the same way that all others, hang in there and be strong, everything is gonna be alright

:willya

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Post by Bitch on Jul 30^th, 2010 at 11:01pm

Dont give up. NEVER give up! Stay strong! And continue posting, please.

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Post by Lantern_High on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 6:47am

Thanks to everybody. But I got different matters to resolve too, not only if I have to continue to cure my cancer.
And in all this nobody can help me.
I think to be the biggest idiot which can exixt on the face of the earth.
I was a silly if I thought to could find friends on a music board.
I will think about and this evening I'll decide if I've to give away the pc to my friend Rosy. (Rosanna)

Sorry if I've bothered you. But I wont still be a problem for as the admins and you all.
yes LJ was that the pic that I've havent checked well b/c I were too upset. I still I am.
Is not a big deal if I go.
I enjoyed this board, really. No ones looks to this.
You all are very special people. I will remember you and keep you in my heart.

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Post by Ian Billen on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 4:58pm

Lantern_High wrote on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 6:47am:

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Give it some time and think it over. I think in time you may want to return in time. As far as being a "problem" ?? ... nobody to my knowledge thought your posts were becoming a problem that I can think of mate...

In the mean time and until you sort this out we will be thinking of you. I wish you all the health.

and remember ... Carry The Lantern High.

Ian

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Post by Gazza on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 6:13pm

Lantern_High wrote on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 6:47am:

You're not a problem to anyone.

As I said to you in a private message, dont get too worked up about this whole thing about 'friends'. As Tumbled says, there are easier ways to make friends than via message boards. Use this board and others like it as a kind of 'distraction' from real life - dont put too much emphasis or importance on it.

If you do that and keep your expectations a bit lower, you wont end up feeling disappointed or let down.

Hope to see you back posting on here again very soon. You know you're very welcome.

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Post by Tumbled on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 7:44pm

Gazza wrote on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 6:13pm:

Lantern_High wrote on Jul 31^st, 2010 at 6:47am:

Lina this place is not substitute for real people. I hope you have someone there to be a buddy at this time.

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Post by Ian Billen on Aug 1^st, 2010 at 6:35am

One bit of advice I thought of after my first post. Six words: Support Group >>Support Group >>Support Group.

Join one specially for cancer patients if you can. They are all over. Ask the hospital where a local one is and how to join or get in contact with them.

You will make friends, get to tell your troubles, get some emotional issues off your chest, and you will feel like a part of something special. You'll find out your not the only one goin through a real rough time and their are friends you can make that will support you in the flesh.

Take my advice ... it may be the best thing you could do for yourself.

Hope to see you here some time again as well.

Ian

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Post by Paranoid Android on Aug 1^st, 2010 at 6:48pm

As Gazza said...You were not a problem to anyone.
Try to keep your spirit in a positive way...I know it is easier said than done.

Personally, i always enjoyed your posts...broken English and all!!

:D

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Post by texile on Aug 2^nd, 2010 at 3:08pm

Don't give up! As for 'friends' on a message board, sometimes we can be just what you need. On a message board, you get a broad spectrum of people and many of us, if not most of us, have a connection to someone as yourself, fighting the fight. We understand and empathize in a way that people in your own life may not be able to. I've been reading your messages to see how you were doing, so don't stop now.....
God speed!

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Post by AngieBlue on Aug 3^rd, 2010 at 12:17am

Lantern, you are not a problem to anyone here.

I deal with a chronic illness, which I know is not the same as yours and I won't pretend that it is, but I also know there are days where you are simply sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. The daylight at the end of the tunnel is nothing more than a penlight and the depression of facing another day of feeling like crap, or worse, sets in. As difficult as it is, you can't let that get you down.

Ian is right, find a support group near you. There are days when you need a voice on the end of the phone or a human being sitting next to you to cry, vent or scream at to get past the worst of the bad days. A message board can't do that for you every time you need it to.

Keep up the good fight hon!

Ang

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Post by Ade on Aug 3^rd, 2010 at 2:19am

best wishes Lantern - if ever you want to talk - just p.m me. :)

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Post by Some Guy on Aug 3^rd, 2010 at 7:52am

keep rocking girl! Tell yourself everyday that you are healing, keep the faith.