Title: Re: Should i get back?
Post by marko on Nov 11th, 2009 at 3:27am
well i´ve been going thru very hard time in my life,starting from 2002.Ever since my fatrher died,and losing my mother in 2007.I´ve been very badly depressed past 6 years
of life,thats a long time.And i´m kinda person who does´t use doctors much.I did take ofmyself in another way.
I´ve spend more money in my life,just to feel good.I probaply more debts that someone whos paying a mortage.And this summer i really woke up,and realized what i´ve
done!
But this isn´t all,at the moment i´m going thru a divorce,i wanted a divorce,because i noticed i can´t live like my ex-does.But here are good sides as well.
I´ve found my soulmate as well,and i´m really deeply in LOVE.We used to date each other some 20years ago,but life goes as it goes.After that,we just met briefly in a bar.
We actually found each other from Facebook.Yes i´m happy now,but financial life is upside down,it will take 5years to clean my act.
And i´m getting back on music,,,as long as i was depressed,music didn´t do what it used to.It felt bad,like shitty taste in my mouth.Last summer i started to get my muse back.
I also had to change my Job,because i was kicked out,i was lucky to find a new one.So there i was middle of strom and rain.
Also,i´m planing to release a book,within a year or so,poems,written in english and finish,with some pictures on it.I have an idea for it,but still have re-read and write all of them.My sister and girlfriend will help me to get it done.
Been thinkin to seed some torrents again,,don´t know,because i´ve done so much in the past.Maybe i do have something to share.
On other day i watched c-10 video,,,,i really want to meet all you guys,even more than once.Let see what happens.
any torrent ideas?
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